Solution

I've been posting about my Bf like sooo many!
I'm not into a good relationship in the past. I guess my exs are just not suitable..yeah some of them are good, but not as good as my new year guy...That's why I fright to lost someone like him. rare species. LOL.

This morning I posted about what's going in my mind..and this evening I got a solution. from my boyfriend.

"2 people loving each other in the moment. is that not enough? why don't we just enjoy what is there"

I wonder why boys are so simple and girls making it complicated. The things that I think all day is not a serious matter. it just a thought that probably don't turn to be real..hmm it doens't help me completely, but this makes me realize that there's nothing to be fear..

just try to be whoever u are minus the bad thoughts.oz bad things happen in life, and those make u stronger. don't even bother about the future coz it always changes- by N

thankyou very much for the advices. lucky to have someone that understand u very much. giving support and ready for me..

P.S: I'm still worrying about future. but not too much.I think its normal. hehe