Sorry, If i dont care enough for u~

holiday on! yeah!
but there some stuff I need to do! huuuu~
it sucks to have homework while everybody is busy with their holiday planning
hmmm btw, I'm not writing this blog to complain...I just feel that I need to apologize for whatever my mistake is..

for my best-friends...
Sorry, if I can't be the best best-friend for you guys.. I know that there must be something that u hide from me.. I know that there are lot of things that happened lately..But it seems that I don't show any care...
g terlalu sibuk sama urusan g, sampe2 g lupa kalo g punya temen2 yang harus diperhatiin juga.. mungkin mereka gak nuntut g untuk perhatian sama mereka. tapi sekecil apa pun perhatian yang g kasih bisa nunjukin kalo g care sama mereka. .g terlalu cuek.. jarang nanya ada apa, lagi ada masalah apa, gimana sama dy, kenapa pm lu, kapan jalan bareng? mestinya g gak harus nunggu mereka yg cerita baru g dengerin..sekarang g jadi ngerasa menjauh dari mereka. bener2 gak tau apa2..I hope i can fix that..hiks~ I can be better than that. I could repay all the time wasted~

I don't know how it feels, but I was curious if i can feel it too..

for my pacar...
hey, I'm so happy to be with u =) are you happy with me??
your texts, little surprises, your jokes made me so grateful to have u! u don't know how much I'd love to tell this.. "i have the greatest boyfriend, and it's YOU"
I think Its always been about me these days..sometimes I forgot that u need my attention too. sometimes, i don't notice that U r sad. U need me to hear your stories..U need me when u r sick...I know, I don't know you as much as you know me but I keep on trying =) please don't hide anything ya..please let me know when u feel uncomfortable~
sory ya beb, kadang2 egois. gak bisa ngertiin km, minta selalu diperhatiin, sampe-sampe harus km terus yang ngalah...sering bikin km kecewa...sory kalo ak suka seenaknya sendiri. suka ga nurut, suka ngambek gak jelas...

maybe I'm not the best for u, but I always try to be me..Just to be me, so u can love me not because I'm the best for u but for what I am..


P.S: sorry for all my mistakes.. I can't give u guarantee that I won't do the same mistake, but I try very hard to understand u..

xoxo