I'm not ready

Time flies so fast! I did notice that soon I'll be attending my first day at college..
I can' think right about it. reasons are coming out of my brain. its kinda disturbing..Feels like I want to stay like this. longer. And right now, I'm questioning myself with "if and how"...

well, what I scared the most is the TIME..I don't mind being a new student. I'm ok with the new suroundings. I'm fine with the homework things...hmmm everything gonna change soon. I can't meet him like i used to be.. I can't hanging out that often.. ='(

Idk why this become so f*ckin annoying.. It's funny how this thinking hurts me (even when I'm trying to prepare myself for the worst). The truth is simple. I make it complicated..I hate the thought of not being beside u as often as it used to be..

I want to stay like this...
I need to make things clearly, before its too late..
I hope that you can wait..
scared to death..
I guess I'm not ready for the big change..

God, please help me..
I don't want end up with fighting
or worst.....break up...

i try to enjoy the rest of the time..
I try to think positive
I try to make it works
I try to be ok..In fact, I just can't hide this whole things..

P.S: I'm falling for you. too deep..

Weekend

hey again..
actually there are many things that I would share..I keep on opening the blog but I don't feel like writing =( too lazy to write. nyehehe!

I spent this weekend with my boyfriend. having dinner on Saturday and hanging out at PS. It was a great weekend=)

On Saturday we planned to eat at Peppenero but ended having dinner at Oakwood, Penang Bistro. It was fun though. the place isn't too crowded, so we can hear the live music clearly...and today we went to PS. just a regular routines every Sunday. Gathering time. with my boyfriend's big family. I feel like I'm part of them =) first we went to Sogo. looking for a new watch for my Y, but it seems that he's not interested in any. so we went to Zara. He beg for a black leather jacket. It's good and fits him perfectly, but a little expensive ( I wanted to buy it for his birthday present. TAPI DIA TERLALU NGEBET! huh...


P.S: good days good times =))

XOXO

Smile =)

Oh you know, you know, you know Id never ask you to change. If perfect is what you're searching for. Then just stay the same. So don't even bother asking If you look okay. You know I say..." When I see your face There's not a thing that I would change Cause you're amazing Just the way you are . And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you're amazing Just the way you are"

Relationship

how to define relationship? some people said 2 person that have much similarities.

me and him
fighting but loving
me crying, he gives hug
me thinking too much, he is wise
me so talkative, he listen
we argue about stuffs
we teasing
we faced many probs
me + him = did not have much in common
difference unite us..
we faced problems. they pops anytime. but we manage to ended it ASAP.

but overall that's how relationship work two people sharing every detail of life it's about not giving up and fighting for each other. it's how we make things work

this is Ci Gladys and Ko Eko , Yosua, and me. Me want a relationship like Cici and Koko. good luck for us and them.

P.S: Great boyfriend. Great me. Happy us.

XOXO

battle drift

Hello readers :*
how was your weekend?
mine was super good. mihihi =}

my boyfriend asked me to go with him on Sunday to watch the Achilles Drift Battle at PRJ..
so this is the Indonesia International Motor show (IIMS) event which is held once a year.. there are some exhibition about sport cars and bikes.its crowded there but yeah we had a lot of fun from the morning it start till the end...

I went there with a very bad mood! I don't really attracted to the event. I don't like the heat, sweat, dust, smoke, crowded! but then I think again,, " dy aja mau temenin g belanja, ntn film drama, anter jemput g. knp skg g gak mau nemenin dy???" we started with a little fight. me upset, he upset. but not after the show began!!

the Drift battle was the main event there, since it was the final show ( 3rd show). there are 16 finalists that really expert! they brought along their own car which is supported by the Achilles. each of it have their own uniqueness and skills. began with the ceremony where the drivers and their cars came into the arena and sang the national song..hmm for all of the 16, there are 2 cars that I like...hmmm I'M SUPER EXCITED!!!

and yeah, they are Armadio and Herwawan (iceman) my favourites. well they both use nissan silvia but from different year. Armadio used the newer version. I adore them! the made my eyes widely open, my heart beat so fast, my camera on, i stand up just to see their turn! SO AMAZING. hmm i love Alinka ( the only girl contestant and won the 2009 battle) and Yaser =))

before the ceremony began. the yellow one belongs to Hermawan

This is belongs to Armadio

Yaser's

hmm That was fun! better than going from mall to mall every weekend...Now, I crave to watch some more =)

XOXO