a story about "my forever" and I

ABOUT HIM

he's cute and fun!
adorable and lovable
positive and wise
kind and nice
gentle and caring
patient and listen
naughty but submissive
I called him my forever

every time he tells joke, I laugh...
he's the type of boy i want to spend my days with
hmmmm, I love being around him..( I think everyone do) =)

ABOUT ME

pacar, sory to have this bad behaviour ='(

example 1 : he still have his ex's photos in his FB.. ( IDC if he don't erase it)
Actually its just a photo.. I don't need to worry about it..
but today, he got comment from his friends including his ex for the photo
and I start thinking; how if one day they get in touch again and CLBK..
hmmm, if that realy the case, I can't do nothing and stay like an idiot..
then he said to me that it is impossible for him to get CLBK (why not?!)
well, all I have to do is believe and put a trust in him
but in fact I still jealous and think abut it over n over
and asking the same question again and again
as the result my mood swing like crazy(mood change)

example 2: a days ago, I ate dinner at his house. we got a little problem and I cry
he kept on asking why I'm crying but I'm busy searching for a reason
and I came up with stupid reasons that made him tired...
I kept on saying I'm fine while he knew I'm not.. all I have to do is tell him
VOILA, problem solve!

well, this how girl's brain work.. its complicated and hard to understand..
my BF said that I have to stop thinking too much.. its worthless..and now I'm agree..
why i have to see something .. in a complicated way??
I'm trying to work on it.. let's hope he's not tired =D
but trust me problem isn't that bad. It was problem that made me LOVE him more..
the reason I want to change
the reason I want to stay
and LOVE u better

The thing is, I'm a happy girl to have u

P.S: especially for YOU, from me <3

XOXO