A Story to Tell

udah lama g gak tulis blog..sekarang lagi liburan semester...udah sekitar 5 bulan ya g gak nulis apa2 di ne blog. There lots of remarkable things happened in my life ..I'm no longer in relationship..but let me tell u something about meeting someone imperfect that change a bit of me...

He is....like..someone that I won't forget. The first time I met him is the best day of my life.. the last month we shared together is the best momment ever!

somehow, we're not meeting each other again like we used to be..I feel terrible and I regret that I haven't say 'YES'. Now I lost him.. really2 lost him and there's no way to go back..

Once, I thought that I was an idiot to trust every words that he said. But then, I just realize that he means a lot to me. Well, he's not a good looking guy that every girls looking for, he's not that smart that probably attract girls..In my eyes, he's just different, perfect. I can't just get over it.I keep on thinking of him, hoping that someday he will come for me ( even I know that it can't be real) .

I don't care how much pain I feel when I remember him.. I don't care how much it hurts for keep on hoping.. even I know that i'm a total stranger for him now...I know that he doesn't care if I care..

Its not about how he leave me and how much pain that I feel. Its not about the goodbye. Its about how I thanks God to give such a beautiful chance to met him. Its about how this person gave me such a wonderful month..

hmmm ya intinya g gak nyesel lagi ketemu sama dia =)
g masih sedih mpe sekarang, but I do nothing
let it flow aja.. biar waktu yg nyelesain smwna...
g pernah ngelewatin yg lebih dari ini, jadi there must be a way to get over it..
kalo g bisa ngelewatin masa2 sulit g yg dulu, masa sekarang g gak bisa?
hahaha

just a story to tell...