I've been through an irritating conversation with someone =.=
he is so pathetic. blah!
hope this f*ckin jerk vanish from the earth! what a useless creature. or at least disappear from my life!

hello today ~

I spent my day with my boyfriend
we went nowhere. we stayed at home doing our happy hour things together =)
this makes me glad.. we're not fighting anymore..

I fight with him yesterday. not a serious matter..
but yeah, we ended it..
anyhow it gives lesson to us. for me especially.
to appreciate people. to put my ego down. to be more sensitive
to show a good attitude. to love each other better..
hoping that this kind of thing won't happen again
hoping that everything comes in the right way

when I asked God for a good boyfriend, He picks YOU
this is so perfect

P.S: gonna be a good girlfriend too

XOXO

karma rolls and u better watch your steps!

ternyata karma itu bener2 ada dan datang dalam bentuk berbeda. gak selalu berbalik sama dengan kejadian yang lu alami.
misalnya lu kecolongan hape, dan pencurinya akan kehilangan hape jg..mungkin dia akan kehilangan barang yang lain atau bisa aja kehilangan seseorang..

karma gak cuma berlaku untuk hal besar kaya diatas. bisa juga berbalik ke lu kalo lu suka bohong, ngomongin orang, munafik, krn pada akhirnya lu pasti ngerasain itu semua. Gak tau kapan, dimana, sama siapa. dan g rasa gak ada 1 orang pun yang mau masa depannya jadi jelek gara2 lu berlaku jelek sama orang lain..

buat LU dan andai g bisa ngomong langsung ke lu..
mungin ini karma lu karena lu jahat ke semua orang! makanya gak ada seorang pun yang mau bantu lu.. lu udah banyak buang2 kepercayaan orang, persahabatan lu juga gak tulus, lu banyak ngecewain temen2 lu. g ngerti lu manusia yang gak luput dari berbuat jahat, tp msa lu gak tau mana yang baik n nggak?!
g kasian sama lu. g usaha buat bantu lu.. tp gak ada yang dukung g buat ngebantuin lu..
g harap lu bisa berubah dan banyak berbuat baik sama orang lain...

akhir2 ini g kaya dihantui banyak pikiran.
yang kalo gak cepat2 di share akan terlupakan..


P.S: pusing dan stress..

Thankyou

My day was great!
I went to his house in the morning anddd he wasn't awake yet! so I woke him up!!

This is the card that I made for him..I always made a card every month for him =) he said it makes him happy and I'm glad to heard that..

we spent around 6 hours at his house before going to Puri. yeah, we planned to buy a present for his friend..but we ended up watching a movie, having dinner, and no present at all =D
so, thx for the great day..

hmm this is the first time I watched premiere, and I'm so thankful to him for giving this chance! actually we decided to watch Inception, but he is too lazy to queue. HAHA. fortunately the movie isn't bad =)

today makes me think that the time I used to fight for him is worth the pain..
I realize that there are no happy ending , but its a choice and i'll make it happen..
I learn that a word sorry won't change the situation. It's us who have to make a difference..
I know that regret always comes too late, but there's no point of regretting the regrets..

he is a good boyfriend
he is special
my mom likes him, so do my father
and..
I thanks God for sending him to me

P.S: be thanful for what u've got~
Yosua, I love you! MOST

xoxo

farewell

"It is by chance we met . . .
By choice we became friends."

"Tears may come and go,
But there's one thing I know.
All my life you're a friend of mine.
You can depend on me.
I'll be fine...
'Cause you're a friend of mine."
-Clarence Clemens

enough for the birthday celebration party. Movin to a farewell ='(

I'm happy and sad at the same time

looking at my friend going aboard one by one

I've been part of their life too, playing everyday at school, eating lunch together..

what a memory that I'll never forget..

Dwi. A guy who is strong willing. have a million jokes to tell. Unpredictable. loyal friend. Good luck at Brisbane! Miss ya!

Felia. This girl is insane! just like me! my partner in crime. doing stupidity together. LOLing everywhere. crazy in school..I won't forget u! Good luck at Singapore. Love n miss ya!!

Arno. He is hilarious! smiling never stop! HAHA. hard worker, never give up, helpful .gonna miss your smiley face =) Good luck at Bali!

Natalia. a very attractive girl. cheerful. talkative. positive influence. yes, She is very nice and kind. a friend that everybody is looking for..oooooh I'll miss your stories =( good luck at SF! wish u luck! love and miss ya!

eeeeergh I don't like farewell

I hate the goodbye

I hate the tears

BUT, I love to see u smile

I love to see u happy

open your new chapter and catch your dreams

say hello to a new life!

never look back and regret your past.

new beginning, new spirit!

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY

P.S: A farewell isn't that bad..

XOXO

a little curhat from me

sebenernya apa sih artinya best friend?? temen yg selalu adakah buat kita?

Gak juga kayana.dy gak mgkin ada waktu malem2 kita nangis d kamar gara2 urusan pacar..
mereka gak bisa 24 hour available untuk nemenin kita yg lagi sedih or down..

..TAPI..

mereka emank gak selalu ada buat kita tapi sahabat SIAP dengerin cerita kita kapan pun
mereka pasti GAK PERNAH melewatkan kita untuk diajak pergi
mereka BERUSAHA supaya kita tetap bersahabat
mereka gak pernah ngbohongin kita u/ apa pun

hmmm kira2 gitu sih pengartian g tentang sahabat..g bukan anak kecil lg yg suka ribut2 sama sahabat dan mempermasalahkan kalo point2 diatas gak berjalan mulus. g jg belajar buat gak nyalahin keadaan sama orang lain..I think i start to loss my best friends. mungkin karena g yang terlalu sibuk dan mereka yang punya kesibukan masing2. atau g yang semakin menjauh..apa mgkin g yg kurang approach mereka or idk =(
cape pikiran..

I love my friends

Hello again~
today I went to hmmm .....NOWHERE,,,
hehe

but I got a little surprise in the evening
my friend came to my house
she just get back from a holiday =)
so she came to visit me I guess, or maybe she miss our stupid jokes! HAHA
well I miss her too
I'm so excited to hear her story..

we spent time 2 hours sharing
about friends, boyfriend, relationship, sex, ariel-lunamaya (HAHA) , religion, ghost, vacation.
what else? hmm planning to go shopping together. perhaps to Mangga Dua =D
gossiping people we don't like..
what a night!
love her so much..
sad to know that she's only available during weekend =( she move to a rental house with her boyfriend, near her campuss..

btw I have to buy a present for her. she's my best friend and its her birthday! so gotta pick the best present for her too =)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

P.S: i love my friends

XOXO

yesterday.today.tomorrow

I WON'T FORGET TODAY
it's funny how my mood changing everytime
luckily i have u
patience enough for me =)
listening to all my silly jokes and stories
now I'm happy (please siapa pun jangan ngerusak mood g x ini)

***

I'm happy to met u in the morning while u r asleep..
I see peace in your face
I'm waiting beside u, waiting for you to realize that I've been watching u
gently touching your hair and kiss your forehead till u finally awake
u looks confuse. U aren't sure that it was me. but soon u told me to sleep beside u..
he wrap his hands around me
and u r asleep for another 2 hours
watching u sleep was fun! XD

Now i'm listening to our song
my sense told me that u r the best
someone who deserves the title "hero"

P.S: sorry for yesterday.but.
tq for the very great day..
tomorrow gonna be extra fun

LOVE YOU MORE

XOXO