there is no happy ending

sometimes saying goodbye is how you love..
someone said that we have to fight for someone we love
the question is: how if the person we love doesn't fight back?
I don't want to fight alone..
I'm tired of the same stories
I don't want end up with tears
feels like I'm tired of fighting (even when I have to)


people born and die at last...
people build a relationship and break up..
see..there's no happy ending


P.S: I want a happy ending with u,,is that too much to ask??

XOXO

Priceless

halo!
yesterday, I came to a really good seminar..
sumpah ngena banget c menurut g, soalnya kalo seminar biasanya g gampang lupa sama gak peduli.g pikir ne seminar ada benernya juga dan emank PENTING.. seminarnya dibawain sama Bong Chandra...dy juga ngebawaiinna santai ala remaja..jadi g gak nyesel dateng k seminarnya dengan 'gratis'
temanya" how to break your limit"

coba g ringkas..

kita diajak untuk mulai bersama-sama supaya nanti bisa mencapai hasil maksimal.
pertama dy ngajarin cara-cara memaksimalkan diri sendiri..
1. jangan membatasi kemampuan sendiri (jangan cape buat mencoba)
2. jangan punya musuh (punya musuh berati nambah beban)/ bergaul sama orang yang bisa membangun (punya pengaruh positif)
3. attitude itu penting banget. percuma punya banyak skills tp gak punya attitude.
4. jangan cuma bermain sama logika dan terpaut sama logika aja karena kadang kita bisa ditipu sama logika.play with your dreams!

" jangan menyesuaikan mimpi dengan keadaan, tp sesuaikan keadaan dengan mimpi"

5. be friends with failure..jangan takut kalo lu punya banyak kesalahan..katanya kalo gak punya kesalahan beranti gak pernah berusaha mencoba (which is bener juga c)
6. kalahin rasa takut lu, setiap orang punya ketakutan masing-masing ( ada kaitannya sama no5)
coba terus sampe berhasil...karena impossible it diambil dari kata I'm possible...

ya bgitulah kira-kira isi seminarnya...
mendingan mulai sekarang daripada terlambat (walau pun terlambat lebih baik dari pada gak sama sekali)..btw tadi juga ada smeinar di sekolah tentang personal branding. ngena juga c! yaa gimana kita bisa dikenal orang dengan image yang sama seperti yang kita harapkan..

g ada masalah juga sama gereja g, yang bikin g makin gak niat..tapi setela g pikir-pikir (untung g kemaren gak ikut pleno, kalo gak g gak dapet pelajaran penting dari Bong. udah gitu komen dari pengurus2 lain bikin g mau ngebuktiin kalo g BISA. (ya walo pun masih ada sedikit rasa kesel yang masih ganjel sih) tapi yang namanya kerjaan ya dierjain aja lah gak usah dipikirin banyak2.
kemaren meluapkan kekesalan sama pacar (setidakna lebih baik) karena kemaren merasa down banget..

SKILLS= 19+11+9+12+12+19= 82
ATTITUDE=1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5= 100
LOVE IN GOD= 12+15+22+5+9+14+7+15+4= 101

dari di atas udah terbukti kalo attitude mengalahkan skills, tapi love of God bisa mengalahkan nila sempurna. jadi Tuhan harus dibawa kemana-mana dalam pekerjaan kita. dan saya dalam proses untuk menyerahkan diri. bantu saya ya..

P.S: mencoba untuk biasa aja di depan pengurus lain( forgiving)

XOXO

SHOUT OUT

HELP ME!!!!

B.O.R.I.N.G

hello!
I'm back again...
actually i don't get any topic yet..
maybe a bit about someone I don't know that I saw in a fashion web (her looks is so full)
well, her face is beautiful, she has bright skin, and long curly hair.
i have no idea what she thinking when she try to find the best outfit in her closets but actually it turns to be a bad choice..i mean she's pretty and she has this fashion look..she could done better than this ...well there are some pictures that I like (prove that she know how to dress)
but i think u would agree with me if u see the picture..
she wore dark blue long sleeve with a chain necklace, vintage blue bag, a black ruffle high waist skirt (beyond the knee), black legging and sandy brown shoes with ribbon laces...[just imagine how she look]
I think this look is too over...oow!
[gak tau risih aja liadnya..hehe..]

today is wednesday and still in my holiday ---> BORING
nothing to do..
my pacar went to school and he got his course till 7pm..
I have to wait 8 hours since I woke up at 10 (what a lazy girl!)
I filled my day chatting with couple of friends, watching movie in youtube and dvd, facebooking,
twittering, listening to music, downloading, kaskusing, reading someone else blog....what a waste of time..I want to do something productive, but well I'm not in the mood of doing that stuff..
aaaarh, so frustating.. I need something refreshing like jalan-jalan!!!
fortunately my pacar came to my house after the course and he stay till 9.30..we talked random stuff, i drew a lizard (ckckckck) in a piece of paper and he keep it! HAHA...he is so funny, he doesn't like lizard..hihihihi..hmm I should spend more time with him during this holiday so I don't get bored.. I never get bored while I'm with him.. I feel comfortable and secure..he is good at telling jokes too! what a man!! mwah!

P.S: I hope tomorrow is better..

XOXO

what happened on Saturday

HELLOha!

I'm not in a good condition today..I feel sick =(
but HEY! I don't want to miss my Saturday!!
when my pacar asked me to go to PI with him, I didn't want to waste this opportunity..
so, I change my clothes and he picked me around 6 ( if I'm not mistaken)
there are also Hilda and Harun which are my pacar's cousins..
it was fun! even though we didn't get ticket for iron man!

hmmm I just wonder when will we have a date where there just only 2 of us..
it seems so hard,, we rarely go out on Saturday...
We met on school days and sometimes in Sunday..

P.S: I'm hoping~

XoXO